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You might not ever be like them.

But that doesn't mean you've gotta be powerless, Hime-chan.

[He doesn't say it lightly because Naruto understands what she's saying beneath those words. He understands what it means to have people like that walking ahead of him, and to know how much he has to live up to. In a lot of ways he's been fortunate to have the kind of mentors and teachers he has- they're all distinguished in their own ways, and they've left their legacies behind to be carried into the future.

But he's also seen what the weight of expectations like that can do to people. The way it can eat them up inside. The things that get erased.

There's nothing wrong with having a dream, or people to aspire to. But wishing to be someone else just feels like a waste of the people they are. It makes it sound like there isn't any value to her for the way she is.]

I know what it's like to want to change.

But I think it's important to become your own kind of strong. Not like your mother or your sisters, but like you.

[ She has so many people standing ahead of her, that she's trying so desperately to catch up to. Her mother, who was so generous that she didn't hesitate to give her life for her son, who was so kind and elegant and intelligent, the perfect queen and mother. Her sister Hinoka and her unbeatable prowess on the battlefield, who is as strong as she is graceful and driven, angelic when she soars through the sky. Her sister Azura, who is quiet and withdrawn but comes alive when she dances, shining with grace and beauty and magnetism.

Hana and Subaki, who act as her sword and shield. Her title as a princess of Hoshido and all the duties and expectations contained in it, that make her life secondary to her country. Her vision of herself in the future, the person she wants to become.

She tries so hard to keep moving towards them, facing forward and standing tall. But somewhere in the back of her mind lies the persistent thought that, no matter how fast she runs or how far she stretches her arm out, she can never reach any of them. ]

Wh-What if my own s-strength... what if my own me isn't good enough?

[He understands that feeling too, even though he knows it's different for her than it is for him. Naruto has always been trying to catch up to the people around him. He'd wanted his strength to be worth acknowledging because that would mean that he, as a person, was worth acknowledging. That he mattered. It's only as he'd gotten older and learned more about the people around him that he realized the true meaning of strength like that- to protect the things important to him.

It sounds like Hime-chan has had that part all along.]

Isn't good enough for what?

[The question is maybe a little rhetorical, but he really only has his own realm of experience to draw from.]

Would it be so bad to have a different kind of strength? All your friends are different from each other too, aren't they? I bet every one of them has felt that way- scared that it won't be good enough.

[ He has a point. She knows he does. But still— ]

I-It's hard to imagine them e-ever being scared... you too.

[ She says it with a small, almost wry smile. Naruto, scared? Even though she knows he's probably right, that everybody feels afraid at times, she thinks that only serves to make them even stronger. But in her case... what she doesn't realize is that it makes her stronger too. ]

I just... I just want to be a good princess of Hoshido. I want everyone to be proud to call me their princess.

I think you will be.

[He isn't afraid of the wry smile on her face, or the almost-sadness in her voice. Naruto remembers what it was like to have so much depending on him and to feel like he just couldn't be enough- that he would never be as strong as he had to be. There isn't anyone that can make it easier in the end, and there isn't anyone who will be able to prove Hime's strength to her except herself. Everything she does she'll have done with her own two hands.]

It's really easy to give up. But you have so many reasons to keep going and so many people depending on you. Maybe that makes it scary, but doesn't that also mean it's more important to you than anything?

[ I think you will be.

He thinks so highly of her. Maybe a little too highly of her. But she's the type of person who believes far more in her friends than she does in herself, at least for now. And for now... maybe that's what she needs to hear, at least until she finds her own self-confidence. ]

Y-You're right. I won't give up. [ That was never an option...

This is more uncertain: ] Do you really think... I'll be a good princess?

Honestly Hime-chan, I can't say I've met many princesses- and I'm a pretty normal guy so I don't know much about what a princess is supposed to be like either.

[He wants to cheer her up, but he Naruto isn't the kind of guy to lie to a person to do it. If he tells her something, he wants it to be something true.]

But I already think you're a really good person. It probably doesn't seem like enough to you, but to mean that means a whole lot.

[ It's his honest that sells it, though. She can rest assured that he isn't telling her this just to say it—that everything he says is coming from his heart.

She's quiet for a moment, letting his words resonate within her. To Naruto, she's good enough just as she is. In fact, she's... she's doing him a bit of a disservice, isn't she? Along with everyone else who believes in her.

She's... so silly. ]

I... I'm sorry. [ She wants to explain, but she can feel herself getting choked up, and so she just adds quietly: ] Th-Thank you. Th-That means a lot to me too.

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